fml.i'm bored so i'm gonna blog.stfu if you have a prob with that.

NEVER gonna lie to my parents again.i got busted..now i'm grounded.hahaha
(i took all the blame so my friends wouldnt get busted hella much as well.mai -- i got you!)

soooooooo i believe it's monday(i'm losing track of days)
i've been grounded since uhm.friday.?
it feels like i've been home for a week or two.ugh
(wow i can't believe i accidentally typed weed instead of week.typo typo.lol)

i am a bit disappointed in myself though for making my parents worry like hella much
in a way..i don't want them to worry TOO much since i'm an adult now..i believe that they need to give me more freedom..
i'm about to leave for college soon..ALONE..AWAY from them..
they can't keep track of where i am or what the hell i'm doing 24/7..
they need to seriously let me go a little..they need to trust me and my judgements..ugh.
BUT still.i feel bad cause i made my dad really REALLY mad and my mom cry while i was out in the middle of nowhere getting high as fuck.

anyways.......
camping was alright.i mean the 4.8 mile hike = no good but it was a work out
i didnt get drunk *applause*
my gag reflex probably sensed the scent and taste of alcohol.my stomach couldn't handle it and i have to THANK JULY 4th for that! like..until now..whenever i think about that night i yak a little.hahah.
it was funny how everyone was asking if i was drunk though..i took like a shot or 2.i was buzzed a little...but i was not drunk.if i was drunk..well camping woulda been a july 4th replay..but worse.

BTW!.an interesting story while camping:
so i was wearing a yellow tank top while hiking (i was wearing 2 actually).i removed the yellow one cause it was SOOOOO hot.then yea.on the way to the camp site.i lost it! (yes i lost a shirt and i was sober.) i kept looking for it but i couldnt find it.
then the next day.on the way back to the car.i found my yellow shirt on the trail..it was like on the tall grass.just there.i was like.wtfff.thats my shirt!

the end.
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on the side note
i think god is punishing me.
i mean..whenever i don't go to church..or if i sleep during mass..something bad happens to me
like I AM NOT even kidding..

i finally mailed in all my college shit.so im glad im done with those..
i just need to sign stuff online and i am GOOD..oh..and i need to mail in my transcript but everytime i plan on doing it..i forget.plus.i don't really want to go back to slhs.

OOOOOOKAY.see me at calpoly july 30-31 and probably august 1st? yea?

my OH my..

school's been over for almost a month now!!!!

so far..summer has been..uhm.awesome? unforgettable? crazy? wild? but mostly FUN!

i don't want summer to end any time soon..and to be REALLY HONEST..
i don't wanna go to college this fall..(i mean i do..but i know for sure that i will experience homesickness.i need my bff..and being somewhere totally new scares me)
i don't wanna leave everything i love/i'm familiar with.and so on especially some good people/friends
maybe i'm experiencing like..early separation anxiety? but i dont really know.hahah

i guess sooner or later, i'll need to get out of my safety bubble (wah i whine too much)
but yea.hmm.

idontreallyknow.its like 3:30 am and i'm blogging.like wtf.

ANYWAYS.camping soon.can't wait.so excited.agjhjkla;
but i should go..it's way too late.i mean EARLY and im still online blogging
i'll take pics during the camping trip? (if i'm sober and aware and uhm.functional? LOL)

xoxoxoxoxoxo <3

okay so yea...i haven't blogged in ages!
prom was a blast.didn't expect it to be that good.
hmm.well i am almost done with high school
i have mixed feeling about it..
i'm relieved, terrified, happy, sad and whatever at the same time.
i guess it's cause i'm about to be on my own (it terrifies me but excites me at the same time)
happy cause i'm done with high school. sad cause most of the people that i've became good friends with = i will no longer see them..or barely see them.haha and yea.idk.i'm just whatever right now.
ugh.idk.i really don't know.
i can't explain what's really up

anyways.yea.its 2 am and i think i'm gonna go..alright.awesome.
til next time [:

idk.

sorry i haven't really posted anything lately my life's just been hella hectic it's pretty crazy..
i mean.*prom*.SCHOOL WORK blah blah blah; well at least it's almost the end..
i can still remember the day i moved here.. it was freshmen year..
now i'm a senior and in a few weeks, i'll be graduating and about to move to calpolySLO.
honestly..i'm scared to go off to college by myself since i'm so used to having my parents around.
it's time to be..INDEPENDENT though..which means..i have to be responsible..ugh.haha
idk.IDK.i hope it'll be fun...time to meet new people???

it's sorta sad since my BFF is moving to VEGAS! and i'm gonna be like.5-7 hours away? hmm.sad.my other BFF.oh im gonna miss him like hella much since we think alike.lol.
sucks that he can't go to prom with me but yea
i'm taking my little one (little big brother -- not my real brother okay.lol)
SIGH.i'm gonna miss my real brother though
we might not get along all the time but he's such a cool brother.HE PAID for my prom ticket
i'm gonna miss all of them!!!

hmm.what else..
WELL i found a perfect prom outfit..the 3rd one is a keeper! 4 inch pumps..yea i know..its hella high but it's really cute and the only one i could find that would match my dress nothing wrong with being 5'11 for the night right?





ANYWAYS. since i started to eat meat and other unhealthy shit.MY skin broke out like what the fuck.
i havent had zits and pimples and shit in a very long time.and it came back when i started to pig out!!! fuck those food.i'm back to my healthy shit.haha.
NO MORE UNHEALTHY STUFF.i swear those stuff made me fat. i am not trying to get fat.I REFUSE!
uhh.what else..well mother's day was awesome i pigged out at iHOP.. it was around midnight..we had uh..idk.breakfast? or midnight snack.idk like i had some banana & strawberry french toast..those spinach & mushroom omlett uh..iced coffee..vanilla ice cream. IT WAS JUST HELLA stuff.swear.it'll be the last time i'm really back to my healthy ways
VEGGIES WATER FRUITS = my main staple before..and it will be my main staple again. really.

on another note ANGELS & DEMONS' coming out this friday i am so excited!!!! i read this book in the 8th grade.it was AWESOME.
i liked it better than the Da Vinci Code (yes i read it in the 8th grade too...)
hmm.heard star trek was good too so i might go see it as well. i really don't know what i'm talking about now so yea.. i think i'll end it here

XOXO ♥

jakhgddaglka

okay.so.yea.i'm beginning to lose interest in school.
sucks but yea.HAVE to do it.

k.well prom's coming up.i have 2 possible dates (shockingg.haha)
idk.i feel bad about it honestly.if one goes with me.i can't go with the other..
which really sucks.
and yea.

well i got my dress.so yay.
just need to add stuff to it cause i might end up having the same dress as someone else!
(happened before.it was TERRIBLE!)
i ALSO need to find shoes.cant decide if i want to wear heels or flats
(eh.i'm tall already so heels would just make me taller.so lame)
i also need to find some other stuff.
alkhgdkla.YOU KNOW WHAT.i am not even gonna think about PROM
i have other stuff to worry about...
LIKE SCHOOL!.
swear.all my senior friends from last year were all like.
"OH SENIOR YEAR'S HELLA EASY.WE DIDN'T DO ANYTHING" --- THEN why the hell do i have SO MUCH projects?!
LOL

OKAY okay.DONE with that.
well. i have that EPT test thing on saturday..lameeee.
oh yeah.an EX friend decided she wants to be friends again.like...PLEASE...
hellllllllla fake.haha

k.its like midnight.TIME TO DO HOMEWORKS

RIP

omg...i am so sad
my hamster died
RIP little one


hmm.well yea.idk.
i am pretty bummed out...so yea

hmm

wooooh.
okay.it's sunday night...
still have shitloads of hw to finish and yeah.
i don't have a prom date!
ugh
sucks
i'm sick
have hella make up works to do
have to study for a test that will make or break my gpa!
and aljgjkdhgklahdjgak.hate this.
okay.done with the rant.
hmmm.i should really do hw right now..
i'll write a more meaningful blog later.
<3